I wonder where you are right now. You’re a million miles away from me yet you are all I can see and think about. Maybe you’re with some other people you know by heart, maybe the one you dearly love. I don’t want to ask myself for the umpteenth time if you have ever thought of a person you don’t even know and who was born to love you. Well, I just have to comfort myself with sweet memories kept safely here in my mind, in my heart; memories that I myself have made, I myself have truly felt.

Sometimes I just wish to drown myself in the sink filled with water, in a  drum left out during the rainy season, in the deep blue sea where  marine life is at its utmost beauty. Maybe they can fill this empty space in me. But how will I get another chance to  look at your lovely brown eyes if I’ve done these bitter dreams I have?  How will you ever love me if you will not feel my heart beating for you?

 If I shout with all that I am, at the top of my lungs, will you ever hear  me? And if you did, will you ever find me? I’m tired of questioning you  ‘cause I know you can’t give me the answers I’m longing for. Then, I told  myself that you are coming, you are going to save me. I trust you. I am to wait. I will, for if you think i love you that much, I swear i do.