I hate you  and  i love you,

I get mad  but i am missing you ,

I want to forget you , 

It only made me want you more ,

True love must be balance, damn !

I can’t balance always unbalance.

I don’t want balance ,

I want you to own my soul,

To tie your spirit with mine,

To burn your blood into my heart ,

So , when it beats , it shouts only your name,

Have you ever love like this ?

It’s an obsession..

Mental and physical control..

It scares you ? It scares me even…

You bite me until i began to bleed ,

I felt no pain..overjoyed !

Those balance do not understand,

Your gaze soothes into my nerves,

Dilating all my veins , my systems

Can you feel me  ..near you when i am not?

Because you are my obsession.. I am yours

Your hands breaks through glass ,

Bleeds for pleasure for touching me

Tasting me..devour me..making me your slave.

You poison me..true , you’re a poison ,

Which one day will kill me ,

Because you got my soul ,

Our soul intertwined.,entangled ,

Through deep passion of love , 

Pure love ..no shame , no lust ,

Because you are my obsession and ,

In this life you can never be mine..