Daddy, I need you.

I just want to call you.

I just want to talk to you!

HEAR YOU!!!

Is it all too much to ask?

Oh Holy Father,

I cannot utter in tongues fast enough

to your velocity

to my desires of your animosity.

Oh Holy Father,

sometimes without my flesh born daddy,

I feel so alone.

I miss you daddy, more than ever

and sometimes the memories of you link

with present moments.

But it is during the time of year of your passing,

your uniting with God

that my most passionate and

spectacular emotions unfurl.

My longing to be near you daddy

has never faded.

As my longing to near God,

has turned complicated and hungry even more.

Oh daddy, you have wished me a happy,

good life—

one that would surely make you proud.

When I have only focused on the defeat

of our disconnection.

I just want to call you,

I just want to know your wishes till stand true.

I just have to believe

this, “there is a reason for everything” thing

has something to do with God.

October 18, 2009