This is so tough.

All these decisions, all these options.

If I follow through, what will happen?

Will I succeed?

Will I fail?

All these questions, none have answers.

I want to follow through.

But is it really what I want?

Am I just chasing a dream?

Or am I just acting without thought?

I’ll be too far away if I need help.

I’ll be too far away if I need family.

All these decisions, all these options.

All these questions, none have answers.

If I make a mistake, will I be thrown out?

Where would I go afterwards?

Would I find a place to stay?

Would I have to live in my car?

What would become of me?

All these questions, none have answers.