Perplexing!
Astonishing!
Shocking!
Oh please,
Surprise me no more.

One time too many,
I’ve felt the pain,
Through the chest,
Again and again.

Sit me down,
For almost ten years.
I’m starving here,
Throw me a bone.

I want you.
Oh no,
I wanted you.
Wanting no more.

I built you up,
Like a skyscraper.
I looked at you,
Above them all.

Can you hold me up?
I would plead.
But rather,
You hold him and him.

Shattering,
Like broken bones.
My hopes come crashing.
Save me your sympathy.

Enjoy me lingering,
For I linger no more.
Satisfied no longer,
Rid me of you.

No tears for you.
I need you,
I want you,
No more.

I am no longer,
Perplexed,
Astonished,
Shocked.
Save it for him.