hopeless and alone

ashamed and abandoned

wishing i had a bag full

if only i had not wasted my last

afraid and forsaken

wanting and wishing

dreaming on what i can and cant  see

tears and fears,yes this is all i know

still i wonder if I had it all

what my life would be

their would be no more pain

no more sounds of sorrows

i would shine and dine with kings and queens

yes then i would gain respect

but all i hear now is voices echoes through my walls

and every step i take he holds me like a slave

he uses and abuses me

like a hunter he chases me till I’m down

its easy to lose myself after all

i look in his eyes and all i see is evil

i feel ashamed because i let him take control

because he is a man he pushes me and i fall

in his harms I’m weak and he is strong

so i let  go and let him feed his pride while i die and hurt inside

hopeless and alone

until time came and opened my eyes and i realised

its time to make a choice

so i chose me and now i don’t run cause i’m free.