I know all to well the taste of rock bottom

I’ve been there, I know all to well the pain because I live there

So why am I still here?

If everything in your life had gone wrong wouldn’t you do what you had to do to make things rite?

I’m lost unable to make my way back to the light

Everyday I fight for survival,Thus becomes the struggle

I get lured in by the seduction of lucid temptation

I become tempted toying with fate and then the separation

I took advantage of what I had Then I lost it all

Now I’m here alone with no one to write no loved ones to call

Everybody hates me especially my family

Mainly because I didn’t turn out the way they wanted

I make every ones life difficult including my own

Maybe that’s the reason I’m 27 and completely alone

I’m a complication

Be better off taking an early trip to my final destination

I feel it wouldn’t make a difference if I was here or not

My purpose is lost and my ability is shot

I have hope but diminishing as I speak

What is my purpose wheres the answers I seek?

My destiny is charged the decision has been made

I’m done being the victim ,everything must change

My ideals my morals my in tire lifestyle

Have to make wiser decisions because I’ll be damned if this is how my life’s ending

If this is life then life’s not worth living