I’ve found it.

But can’t have it.

Chased until I was caught.

Placing myself in position.

Reading the right thoughts.

Responding in the proper manner.

Hoping that there’s more.

Finding the bud of captivation.

Allowing the flower to bloom.

Falling for the sweetness.

Disregarding the thorns.

Taking in the colors and emotions.

Laughing with the waves of excitement.

Challenging the boundaries of opinion.

Reaching for the brass ring.

Pulling back from the chill of the metal.

Fantasizing about the future.

Finding the promise from the other side.

Feeling the face of reality.

Thinking of the consequences.

Continuing in spite of the adversity.

Ignoring the growing schism.

Rededicating.

Reconsidering.

Repositioning.

Fear.

Projecting the outcome.

Withdrawing the claim.

Couldn’t allow yourself to enjoy.

Discovering much later how much you wanted it, and let it go.

Sadness.