When there is nowhere left to turn

I’ll turn and listen to your lies

And pretend it’s all the misguiding truth

Of what is truly left of you

And pretend I’m not scared to believe it all

I’ll guide myself away from you

Away from everything you do

To me

I want to hear your voice

To know that I’m not too far away

Even if it’s just for a day

I try to listen

But realize the only words that were never lies

Was I love you

The only words I could stand hearing

Even if they weren’t true

I’ll guide myself away from you

Away from everything you do

To me

I want to hear your voice

To know that I’m not too far away

When the glass from the mirrors

Is shattered on the floor

Will you know I can’t stand to even see myself?

Or pretend that I don’t have to cry

To know that I’m not fine

And when I know that I’m only dreaming of you

Life will slowly become another regardless lie

From the words I heard

Long before this time

The ones that told me I was going to be alright

I’ll guide myself away from you

Away from everything you do

To me

I want to hear your voice

To know that I’m not too far away

I wish we were in a different day

A day of warm glow to your face

When you enjoyed kissing me

Telling me your sad thoughts

And feelings

But they day has disappeared

Behind the glowing stone in the sky

I need to know

You’re at least somewhere out there

Away from me slowly learning

I’ll guide myself away from you

Away from everything you do

To me

I want to hear your voice

To know that I’m not to far away