Living with borderline personality disorder..a slight insight into mood switching when it comes to loved ones.
I push and push and push
receive without a word of thanks
comatose driven delirium
in this sheltered cage
i want you too close to the touch
feel your every emotion
seeping through the tips of my organs
transforming deluded fixation
into the forests bolting in you
the single sentence that brings me back
to my dissected paranoia
with the rendering of your presence
makes me want to rake my soul
splintered skin, weeping fork
the shift in condition
stifling complexity of madness
throbbing through my veins
i fucking hate you
want to smell your diseased flesh
burning at the stake
your head torn off and oozing
stuffed with bulging maggots
escaping from your eyes
my souvenir of your decisions
hanging ungraciously upon my wall
love, i do not know the term
the statement of a million falsities
you resolve your warmth against
my tender abused body
all forgotten but not locked away
released like sickly cannon barricades
the entrapment of instability
just waiting for another shot
to bleed on fourth without immunity
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