Lost and abandoned
Is how I feel
I’ve had to pinch myself
To make sure I am real.

Sadness slipped in
And got a hold on me
My confidence is shot
I just want to flee.

But flee to where
As I have nowhere to go
I know I’m not a failure
But this is going too slow.

I haven’t cried
In quite some time
But now I can’t stop
For things aren’t fine.

I’m disappointed at myself
For letting these thoughts in
Oh Please help me Dear Lord
Not to let them in again.

For I am lucky I am happy, I am healthy, wealthy and wise
I also choose to believe I am beautiful, successful and smart
I know I am talented and creative and I know I am good
Shouldn’t that be enough, to have these dreams in my heart.