Trying to forget this rough past

But I am not ready yet

I want this moment to last

But it is too damn late

Moving forward is what I seek

But thinking too much breaks me

I open the windows for a peek

While thinking of a future that will never be

Trying and trying oh so hard

Nobody ever understands it

In my chest lies only a shard

In my heart, an endless pit

But I will try to find a way

As I open the door and find a new day