Forgive me world …

because I can not make change for the better
because I have not been able to do the best of the best
because I was a fool can not distinguish black and white
because I was being a coward who shrinks nerve
because I’m still being a loser who lamebrained
because I still want to live freely and escape the problems facing
because I still want to adore her and deceived by a mirage of love
because I’m still going to be selfish, skeptical, and always being apathetic

not mean my heart would not care what happens on earth
escape from reality that exists today, tomorrow, or someday
away from the life of the world is increasingly chaotic and uncontrollable

does not mean I have no conscience because I became a regular devil
because I could not be a faithful and devoted man
because I can not stand with the mortal world and the despised

because I can not pretend that there is the truth

but …

but because life is only once

because I’m not a pure-hearted angel
because I do not want to die and continues to be an immortal demon
because I still have a conscience that will always shine
because I’m still looking for true love that never bordered
because I still love interest to die