I want to be with you, I really do.
But what I really want from you is the truth.
I want to stay strong.
But everytime I talk to you I get weak.
I have always spoken my mind.
But when I talk to you I can barely speak.
I’m so afraid to lose you.
I make myself supress all the things that I want to say.
And I hate myself for it everyday.
I want to be open and honest with you.
But I’m afraid that the day that I finally do.
You and me will be through.
I want to pretend everything is ok
Like I always do.
But I’m afraid of what you’ll say when you finally learn the truth.
And I want to finally be at peace.
I’m sorry if I hurt you, but this had to be said.
Our love is strong, but our relationship is dead.