I’m out of it,

Feeling lost,

Head is spinning,

Mind is cloudy,

Wish I could express myself,

But I’m trapped in my head

And the words just aren’t coming out.

I’m stuck, stuck inside my brain,

Stuck inside my own, special place,

My own, private world,

My own special hell,

Where no one can reach me,

And I’m all alone,

And I can’t answer,

And I want to scream,

But the only screams I hear,

Are inside my own head.

Boy, am I out of it.