As i look through my window

I see people passing by

I can see their shadows

On the houses near by

There’s people smiling

Couples holding hands

I wonder if their hiding

Fears in the back of their minds

Am i the only one

Whos hurting deep inside

The only one whos hopes are gone

Who feels their not alive

There’s people with pets

There’s people with children

They have no upsets

Their lives golden

Why cant i have a life

Like those people outside

I want to talk with my head held high

Not with fear to run and hide

I want to have children

I want to get wed

I want a house with a garden

No nightmares in my head

By Liza Mawer