It’s been years and I did nothing but watch the walls crack
I look everywhere and see a glimpse of things I missed
I try to go back to do things that was undone
But what’s in the past can never be undone
I’m so smaller now…Stuck in the jail of my heart
Broking to pieces…Barely breathing
weeping bitterly for my savior

I’m sorry for I left you for so long
I’m ashamed of holding you
You were the only one who gets me
You’ve always been here through my ups and downs
And I simply walked away from you
I always exploded all my feelings to you
You did nothing but listen
Never judged me with a glance
I’ve hit you…Threw you…Broke you
You’ve always forgave me
And came back

You always knew what was really there
I didn’t need to show you for you to see
I spilled my heart to you,
Without even saying a word
You just simply knew…
You helped me find my words
To show the world…As it is from my heart
For they need lots of words to understand

With just a movement of my hand
You helped me draw my dreams…thoughts…unspoken words
On these wet forgotten papers…Gave it a new life
A new story to share…

I promise I’ll never leave you again
Forgive me, My Pen…My savior