This is a thank you to my beautiful wife Heather for loving me through all life has to offer.

Pain of love

by  Brad O’Neill

There are no words that I have found,

There are no liquors in which it drowns.

There are no songs that have yet been sung,

Nothing to shield the hearts of the young.

From the pain of love, yet to come

Yes there most certainly are happy times,

Wedded bliss, after church bell chimes.

But real life, is not a song,

There are hurts, and there are wrongs.

We knew not what we entered in,

Naively together, our life begins.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

I want to say here and now,

Make it clear beyond a doubt.

There are none, who make it through,

This life is filled with hurt and you,

just need to know there is a sum.

From the pain of love, yet to come

The life we claim, takes its toll,

hidden pain, surfaces and rolls.

The little things buried deep,

The seeds we plant, our spouses reap.

We hurt without even trying,

While we are living, we are dying.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

Take my hand; I’ll walk you through,

Take my life and your dreams too.

Hurt with me, as I with you,

Hold me tight, and we’ll make it through

Walk with me, do not fall,

Talk with me, break the wall.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

Your pretty eyes are filled with fear,

Your gentle face, a fallen tear.

We face a future, I never thought,

I thank the lord for what I’ve got.

Losing all means nothing to me,

You are here, I’m on bended knee.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

I never knew I could bring such pain,

My failure is a falling rain.

The drops they wash all that’s you,

You stand strong, through and through.

I wish I could, make it right,

Through the darkness, find the light.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

I would gladly give, my very life,

If it would end, your tortured strife.

But it would only complicate,

The steps that you and I must take.

To make it through until the very end,

If there is light, or in darkness we descend.

From the pain of love, yet to come.

You could not know, what I would put you through,

I should have known, and walked away from you.

Guilt and anger have replaced my dreams,

dead is ambition, only failure it seems.

Nothing from the pain, I have forced on you,

Yet you willing accepted as if you knew.

15 years ago, you said I do,

And didn’t turn away,

From the pain of love, yet to come.

Thank you.

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  • Used to be Shelly on Sep 19, 2009

    Brad, it’s lovely. I am so glad you published it. I hope your wife loves it.

  • tfried on Sep 19, 2009

    Wow, what a beautiful piece.

  • I Have Had Enough on Sep 19, 2009

    Aw Brad, your so gay. :)

  • Katie Marie on Sep 19, 2009

    Very real words. Appreciate your sharing them with us.

  • cafftee on Sep 19, 2009

    Its sounds like you turned yourself inside out writing that, and the result is strikingly honest and heartfelt. She’s a lucky lady (even if you do not think so!)

  • Tlchimes on Sep 19, 2009

    I wonder what she responded as I doubt things are as dark as they appear….

  • Sourav on Sep 19, 2009

    Nice write. Appreciate it!

  • teddybear55 on Sep 19, 2009

    A very lovely poem written with heartfelt words of love. Love is forever and it can conquer anything. Through good times and bad times, love is the driving force that keeps lovers together. Thanks for sharing a part of your heart and soul.

  • BullwinkleMuse on Sep 21, 2009

    I can’t begin to tell you how much this parallels my married life right now. Powerful stuff, my friend.

  • Duff D Moss on Sep 22, 2009

    You have fair on struck the nail on the head there. Very apt description of any marriage that goes for more than the average few years of today. An honest piece – brave.

  • miraj on Sep 22, 2009

    A profound poem Brad,the poison inside should be drained otherwise it could be as lethal as the real kind.

  • Butterfly Musings on Sep 23, 2009

    great meters, great content, sound like what Simon said to Rochelle, Why does it fade when I am away? amazing the comparison.

  • XXElleXX on Sep 24, 2009

    This ain’t no wishy-washy, pie in the sky, by and by, dribble..it’s straight from the heart :-)

  • dave on Sep 25, 2009

    a gift, a curse,
    the ability to love.
    well captured Brad.

  • CTMHolliday on Oct 1, 2009

    I like, got me feeling all touchy. Nice way to make us love the pain of love.

  • Anniehugo on Oct 1, 2009

    Simply beautiful.

  • orlandoJP on Oct 3, 2009

    Nice poem, is the only poem i have liked of triond maybe its cause i dont like poems so much

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