Remembering everything about the day we met,
while I try to fall asleep with nothing on my mind.
Tossing and turning every time my dreams become about you,
for I never want my love for you to find.

Trying to keep everything to myself,
but nothing seemed to be the truth anymore.
Last thing I want to think about is you,
while my life flew out the open door.

Wanting to see the smile in your eyes once again,
but knowing that we once hurt each other so bad.
Knowing that we could never go back to the way it was,
while everything thzt reminds me of you is sad.

Trying to change the way I now live my life,
for the past has taken everything away from me.
Feeling the pain you once caused so long ago,
while I had to once forever let you be.

Seeing your face inside my every dream,
while the past tries to consume my broken heart.
Everything taking me back to that one horrible day,
while wondering you met everything you said from the start.

Regretting everything that once happened between us,
but hoping one day to hear the truth of what everything was about.
Knowing I will always feel the love that was once so true,
while realizing there are so many things that cause me some doubt.