Teary-eyed, I woke up feeling afraid

I think about what could possibly happen with my life from this day

I am still young and full of dreams,

Same with I was so in love that I gave up everything

This sudden change made me curse myself

Even the man whom i made love with

Although he vowed to stay with me and do everything,

I am still not ready to face the reality

Confusion striked all over me

I didn’t want this little life inside me

I thought of ways on how I could get rid with this

‘Cause if I won’t, I’ll be a shame forever to my family

Days passed, nothing changed

I still didn’t want to accept that I failed

I was so crazy, almost insane

I even begged my partner to help me kill the life I considered a mistake

But, none of those evil plans succeed

Until I got tired thinking of the same old thing

Time came there was this another heartbeat that I felt

I wouldn’t deny, it made my heart melt

I decided to let go all the pain and anger

I trust God and continue believing that everything will get better

With the help of people whom I dearly love,

I got passed each day and survived

Acceptance, on its own, took place in my heart

Little by little, pump every pump,

Reminds me that I have her with me and

We have a new life to start

I may not have welcomed you properly

I might not have showed you how dearly you are to me,

But you, my baby, is a planned accident, an expected surprise

That will definitely make my life complicated

But will simply be happy and worthwhile