life rejection

suffering with hemorrhoids
sitting has become a chore 
scratches his balding head
the few remaining strands
fall to the floor

potential wasted
could have been a star
too interested in fun
immersed in drunk sleep
difficulty breathing

blood blockage
shortness of breath
tranquilized sedation
paroxysmal hemorrhage 
mother does not care

jar of ashes
kaleidoscopic montage of memories
none fond
mixes ashes with soup
lets father consume son