The Girl I Never Got

As many times as I may say to her

You I love until life could be forever on

Although you say the same to me

I could not see us ever be

You are perfect and I am far from thee

Is this so close from a dream to reality

Could heaven be as great as here?

Well for me to be with you down there

I see no reason for heaven to be

I could not see us ever be as one.

            Life’s not fair

Def, invented sign language,

           Went blind.

                   Pain

       This feeling is not real

Once a dream now a nightmare

If I could get rid of this pain

I wouldn’t in fear of forgetting you

Go back and fix the mistakes I make

The pain is stronger then an source

For anyone to fix it would have to be

You this is why I ask you please                         god help me.

                        Life

The feeling I thought could never come, came into my like without a warning I didn’t think it could happen but I guess like you say everything happens for a reason then if you say this what is the reason, to learn from, to make up for all the bad things, you should not punish ones for different reasons if someone cares or loves each other why does pain happen this pain is so deep I have never felt this before and I will never forget it either god please help me.

        Death

The lights shut off

One light remains

The light gets brighter

Bigger stronger closer

You can’t run

You cannot hide

The white hallway is there

It used to never end

But now you’re at it

You shut your eyes

They open by themselves

The feeling is loneliness

You don’t know where you are

The lights turn off

The walls come closer and closer

Then everything goes silent.

  Different in every way

Friendship is like wallpaper, it’s always different in its own unique way.

Happiness

Happiness is like a sandwich, good until it’s gone.

Hurt

why does this hurt is much, why do people die and are never to return I hate this felling I am going to die I need to see you to kiss you or to hold you I need to just come back to me and forever be in my arms.