Got inspiration in one relationship.. that started so sweetly, but ended in hell…

So! This is the end for you in my head!
Reason is simple, like the white sheet of paper..
Every word you said, all things you promised
…you never did, never meant,
all you wanted was me in your bed
…as long as YOU needed…
Well boy, I did love you once, long time ago,
but now there´s no feeling, no emotion..
…from me to you!
I´ve gotten over you, Yes I have…finally..oh yeah!
Colors is back in my life, music sounds great again…
I don´t, no more, miss you…my days is mine now,
Do you remember how you swore these 3 words,
how you promised to be always there?
Well I do! Also I know that these were only words..
now I see, finally realize that you only wanted bigger EGO..
but me? What a fool I was?!?
..feeding your EGO from my own expence!
I still have some parts of dignity and
this I need to build it whole again…
I´ll do it without you, on my own…
you are not needed, no more!
I am not a kindergarden teacher, I have no interest
to raise you a man, do the coddle…
Someday there will be a need for male side in my life
who want to treat me well, sees what I need..
he will act like a man, will be my strenght,
my strong ledge in stormy wind… that will not be you
because you don´t know how compute, how to be considering!
Oh…and one more thing…SEX!
You actually weren´t so great!
I´ve felt much better sin, ethereal emotion in me…
You think I can´t live without your sex,
this rotten worry I can easily solve, give it a fix!
Believe it or not… I can do it without!
I needed you out of my brain, needed you to be erased…
wanted it so bad!
Now there´s nothing left from you..nothing left for you!
Now I can say that you are erased! Yes you are!
Finally I can be happy… so goodbye for the last!
my EX-Dear!
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