Lundy Bancroft "Why is he doing it" …good book, suggest it to woman like me!

You´re angry I can see it, most of all, I can feel it!
All inside is stuck, I can´t breathe in it…
any moment now and I get hurt…doesn´t matter,
if it burns my soul or my body,
…it´s painful and you enjoy that!
…but what happens…cool air between us?
Everything is calm again, only memory hurts still…
seems like a game of seconds… between you and anger,
how could I stand it…when there will be next moment…
…your mind crashes and I tremble, in your hands? ..again!
Killing me slowly…that´s what you do, when you´re in the mood…
only excuses on what went wrong…. with you!
About me you´ll only find mistakes, trying to fix them…
in your own way you… want to help me get better, by making me suffer…
….but you don´t understand who needs help, indeed!
Why you do that? …this makes me cry…I really felt love…
you killed it slowly..as I said,
Now I left…gone pretty far, left only pain with you…that´s all…
I never will look back, respect myself…hard it is!
…you can´t prove my wrongs anymore like this!
Let me heal, don´t say you are so sorry, I don´t want to hear
leave me alone, let it be…give some peace to my world of humanity!
I´m not trash, I now can feel it! remember, memorize…don´t swore a thing nomore!
I left bcoz of me, bcoz my aching mind,
…leave me alone, that´s all I crave right now!
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