Im always sittin here

always thinkin

always ponderin

always wonderin

chillin thinkin what if

or whats happenin

tryin

to use that fake smilin

hearin voices say what you fuckin doinnn

never knowinn

if youre actually seeinn

what youve been prophesisin

if or what or who is

sayin what theyve been feelin it

or if theyve been forever fakin it

what if theyve been goin day by day

sayin what they wanna say

never thinkin what if theyre thinkin yay or nay

should i stay true to you

or no, fuck you ill do me you do you

we’re on different paths

it’ll never last