potion for speechlessness

emotions featureless

as the years get closer

the dreams get further

the consequence makes no sense

do you want me in your future

if loves just a word

then show me it’s real

i know your not a teacher

i need no lessons in this sequence

can not see around corners

our up bringing has always torn us

when i speak you can finish off my sentence

vocabulary flawless

i never wanted more

our dwelling being behind the same door

your visions are locked tight

only projecting what you feel is safe

deep conversations in the moonlight

it seems right

for you to be my one and only

except you choose not to be with me

when it comes down to choice

life’s never easy

in the past we were never ready for the task

amazing how strong you’ve grown

memories piercing

assembling what we think and feel

what i call a home

but it’s not a home when your leaving

smearing the perfect picture

not a masterpiece until your nearer

so hand me a paint brush

there’s nothing to fear here

you know all about me and what i own

it isn’t much but I’ll give it to you gladly

all i want is to see you happy

and that’s with me

though i say it sadly

is it ever going to be?