Preparing for my earth to fall

Cracking within like a porcelain doll

I will be the “answer” as the song does say

I want to be the wish in your stars of night as well as day

We’ve been through hell & back since such a tender age

You were with me before it started, and life became a cage

And here you are at the ride’s end, a gateway to bliss

I look at you & immediately see what I was blind & missed

There is no way I could possibly deserve for you to be real

And nothing I could do would make me earn for you to feel,

to feel the love that could seal my shattered heart

To mold me into who you wish & create your newest art

Destruction is all I see coming along this new road

Destiny always makes me think I’ve won & then always takes my gold

I can’t afford for my heart to lose its giant wall

But beyond my control they were crushed & began to fall

I’m laying open & vulnerable, bleeding on the floor

Waiting in the feeling of death for the next slammed door

My body aches of yearning to stand with you in the same room

I can’t tell you how I feel, and have to hope you assume

Your eyes give windows to what might be there for me

But it’s a waiting game right now to see what you want us to be

I’m trying to get ready for the blow of the next broken heart

When you decide I’m not what you want & it tears me apart

I’m lost as to what to do, keep showing aggression, or retrack to help your contemplation

I await the final move, and what will be your revelation

The touch of your fingertips & lips are shocks of ecstacy in my blood

I’d do anything to make you see my realization if I could

I truly believed I had seen or felt what it was to love my soulmate

But I was so wrong, and never been so glad to have made a mistake