Privilege of Being.




Many are making love. Up above, the angels


in the unshaken ether and crystal of human longing


are braiding one another’s hair, which is strawberry blond


and the texture of cold rivers. They glance


down from time to time at the awkward ecstasy


it must look to them like featherless birds


splashing in the spring puddle of a bed


and then one woman, she is about to come,


peels back the man’s shut eyelids and says,


look at me, and he does. Or is it the man


tugging the curtain rope in the dark theater?


Anyway, they do, they look at each other;


two beings with evolved eyes, rapacious,


startled, connected at the belly in an unbelievably sweet


lubricious glue, stare at each other,


and the angels are desolate. They hate it. They shudder pathetically


like lithographs of Victorian beggars


with perfect features and alabaster skin hawking rags


in the lewd alleys of the novel.


All of creation is offended by this distress.


It is like the keening sound the moon makes sometimes,


rising. The lovers especially cannot bear it,


it fills them with unspeakable sadness, so that


they close their eyes again and hold each other, each


feeling the mortal singularity of the body


they have enchanted out of death for an hour or so,


and one day, running at sunset, the woman says to the man,


I woke up feeling so sad this morning because I realized


that you could not, as much as I love you,


dear heart, cure my loneliness,


wherewith she touched his cheek to reassure him


that she did not mean to hurt him with this truth.


And the man is not hurt exactly,


he understands that his life has limits, that people


die young, fail at love,


fail of their ambitions. He runs beside her, he thinks


of the sadness they have gasped and crooned their way out of


coming, clutching each other with old, invented


forms of grace and clumsy gratitude, ready


to be alone again, or dissatisfied, or merely


companionable like the couples on the summer beach


reading magazine articles about intimacy between the sexes


to themselves, and to each other,


and to the immense, illiterate, consoling angels.

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