Bending on the bed with a picture of us in my hand,
wanting you to see all the pain you have caused inside my heart.
Taking off the nacklace that you had once given to me,
knowing the tears would continue to fall from the start.

Everybody watching me knowing that nothing is alright,
my body so thin and brittle for I cannot hold anything down.
My wrists so beat up from me cutting all the time,
while everybody seems to think I should start a new life in a different town.

Trying to keep a smile on my pale and broken face,
but nothing seems to help me from spinning out of control.
Phone ringing in my ear with the words that I once feared,
not being able to take anymore pain for my heart had had it’s toll.

Listening closely to every words you are about to say,
calling off our wedding was now my biggest fright.
Wanting you to come home to be with me everyday,
but I will never forget about that horrible night.

Hanging up the phone while every word is still replaying in mind,
but nothing will make the pain go way that I will always feel.
Holding the pictures of us close to my heart,
not wanting to think that any of it is real.

Wearing the promise and engagement rings you had once given to me,
while they now only bring tears to my eyes.
Staying in love with you while I try to move on with my life,
but only remembering how you tried to feel my life with lies.

My life now to fragile for me to live,
for you no longer want to spend your life with me.
Hoping you would one day you would change your mind,
so I can let the way I feel about you go free.