Original poem on struggle of wanting to be loved. meant to be read aloud as spoken word.
AND HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE WORDS
I WONT PUT YOU THROUGH WHAT HE DID I AINT TRYNA SEE YOU HURT
RATHER MAKE YOU SMILE THEN BE THE REASON THAT YOU CRY
HE ACTING LIKE ITS THE TRUTH SO IM STEADY BELIEVING LIES
TALKIN BOUT HE DIFFERENT FROM THE REST HE NOT LIKE THEM OTHER GUYS
FEEDING ME LINE AFTER LINE AND IM JUST EATING IT UP
I GIVE ALL OF ME AND ITS JUST NOT ENOUGH
GOT ME FEELING LIKE MAYBE ILL NEVER REALLY FIND TRUE LOVE
EVERYBODY SING ABOUT IT WRITE ABOUT IT TALK ABOUT IT CRY ABOUT IT SMILE ABOUT IT
BUT IS ANYONE REALLY ABOUT IT?
SWEAR IT SEEMS IVE HEARD IT ALL
THE BEST LIES ARE THE SIMPLEST ONES SO THEY MAKE IT HARDER TO DISCERN
CALL HIM OUT ON IT NOW HE SINGIN TANK “MAYBE I DESERVE”…
HALF MY FAULT FOR FALLING FOR IT
NOT BELIEVING BUT NOT DOIN NOTHING ABOUT IT CUS I DONT REALLY WANNA MAKE THAT CHOICE
CUS I STILL GET BUTTERFLIES EVERYTIME I HEAR HIS VOICE
TIME AFTER TIME GOT PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME LIKE IM JUST A FOOL INCLUDING MYSELF
ITS NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING CUS I KNOW WHAT KIND OF SITUATIONS I KEEP MYSELF IN
MORE LIKE SHARING MY STORY MY WAY OF EXPLAINING
NOBODY KNOWS THE TROUBLE WITH LOVING ME THE WAY THAT I DO
SO WHAT SHOULD I DO
CHANGE MY WAYS OF BEING A DREAMER STOP BEING A BELIEVER
CUS THIS IS REAL LIFE NOT A FAIRYTALE
IM NOT A PRINCESS HES NOT COMING TO SAVE ME ON HIS WHITE HORSE
IM JUST A GIRL WITH A LOT OF LOVE TO GIVE
STANDING WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN JUST WAITING TO RECIEVE IT
AFTER EVERYTHING IT SEEMS IT ALL COMES DOWN TO NOTHING
THEN ITS BACK TO SQUARE ONE STARTING ALL OVER WITH NOTHING
RATHER BE TOLD NOTHING THEN A BUNCH OF MADE UP STORIES
WHEN ALL HE REALLY WANTS IS JUST SEX BUT HE WANTS ME TO THINK HE JUST ADORES ME
I DONT WANT THAT ANYMORE
THINKING THAT HES WOOING ME WHEN REALLY HE JUST WOOED ME
I CAN BE SO GULLIBLE
I WANNA SEE THE BEST IN EVERYBODY
ITS A FLAW IN MY CHARACTER THAT I RECOGNIZE
IM JUST A GIRL WONDERING WHAT ITS LIKE TO REALLY BE IN LOVE
SO I TRY AND TRY
THIS IS WHAT IVE COME TO REALIZE
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