Life trying to go on,
while knowing it will remain hard.
My heart you once loved,
all that is left is peces so scarred.

Remembering what was once so true,
while tears continue to stain my eyes.
Holding in all the anger,
but no longer wanting to hear the lies.

My face now all red,
as I start to feel more reget.
My life was once so good,
but now it must once again be reset.

My tears not wanting to wait,
for they are being cried every night.
My pain embedding my brain,
but I only want to make things right.

Looking at the pictures of you,
while wishing you still wanted me.
My life hidden by all the pain,
but you will never be able to see.

Realizing life must go on,
but knowing I will never stop loving you.
Serving your country,
while forgetting what you want to.

Your past no longer matters,
as you slowly move on with your future.
Leaving me in the past,
while your wife is your true capture.

Wanting what she has,
while my heart slowly breaks more.
My tears hide in the pillow,
as my blood remaims stained on the floor.

Trying to move on with my life,
while knowing my heart will never mend.
Never knowing what you were truly worth,
until everything was about to end.