Like a symphony my words composed, similar to the stream of a bayou tears flow as my sole’s exposed.

Feelings of guilt;shame;hurt disposed, bitter emotions enclosed; for no-one knows silently I’ve chose to withhold it all beneath a smile;waiting to explode.

The depths of me crying out for acceptance but, it’s nowhere to be found; my heart’s empty there is no sound.

Muted by years of pain i have yet to find me; thoughts pour like rain as i begin to plea; for a better understanding; with two eyes opened;i still can’t see.

Blinded by lies that dwell upon thee; manifested into the truth I’ve accepted them to be;many days i look inside & ask who is she; no answer in return impossible to break free.

Incapacitated by a pathological mentality;held captive within my dark and diabolical reality.

The shell of a woman;the core of a child; meek in all actions with a nature so mild!