Where have all the letters been sent?

Sitting in my small apartment

Stacks of paper and the smell of smoke

Coming from Manda’s home

I can hear her band playing

With lyrics of some trees swaying

I remember my mom had told me

To always, always remember the key

Or I’d be locked out forever, she said

And that is how I have been fed

The lies and acts, oh misery!

Why have they all fallen for me?

Diana said to not have faith

She says that it’s a fucking waste

But why should I listen to her?

When all she did was become a blur

I think that I’ve lost most of my life

To this neverending fight

Damn the people who gave up on me

I’ll show them what I can be

I think that planet earth just crashed

And the cops only want what’s left of the cash

While doctors feed you poisoned medicine

I’ll be way over the fence

‘Cause, you know, I mean nothing

And I know when you’re bluffing

So raise the pistol to your head

You know I won’t be at your death bed

So I’m sitting and thinking of this

And I’m filling up with bliss

I think I’ve just about gone insane

While I have no one else to blame.