Am I existing or am I alive
I can feel my heart beat
But it’s telling me otherwise
I can feel the pressure building
Deep within my soul
I can feel my blood rushing
Pumping
Can I regain control
Am I alive or am I existing
I can feel myself breathing
But there’s something I’m missing
I feel dead inside
But signs tell me otherwise
I’m drowning in the boarder line
Falling
Falling
Broken wings no longer can fly
Falling
Falling
I’ll die
To feel
To think
To know I’m alive
I can feel the pain I’m feeling
But am I really alive
I feel dead inside
I can hear myself thinking
But whispers tell me otherwise
Falling
Falling
You lift me up to let me fall
Falling
Falling
I’m deaf to your holy calls
Falling
Falling
Running away from you
Falling
Falling
My all knowing there’s nothing you can do
Rising
Rising
I’m rising against you
Rising
Rising
I’ll rise up past you
I feel my heart beating
Does that mean I’m alive
My blood is pumping
Rushing
But signs tell me otherwise
I’ve drowned in the boarder line
Now I can feel
Think
I know I’m alive
But signs are telling me otherwise