All I ever wanted, trying so hard finally I got you.
My innermost feelings still could never express how I felt.
It was so strange that it was “Me” getting what I want.
I never get what I want it seems, and when I do then there is always an unexpected outcome.
everything was perfect so I thought maybe this time things would be different.
I knew it was you all along dancing deep within,
I’d talk to you and let you know how excited I was.
So eager to meet you, so the date was set.
I could hardly bare the anticipation of your arrival;
All I could say is “He’s coming” He’s coming”;
finally you showed up
There you were, I could not even begin to say the emotion that was inside of me.
I stared and stared but you never even looked my way.
What happened to us? I didn’t understand why we couldn’t be together.
After all the planning I went through for this day,
how could those precious moments we shared together be in vain?
You were rushed out of the room and I was told to go back to my mine.
Everyone assured me that you were okay and that you were going to come back at meet me properly,
So I waited again for you.
All the pain I was in didn’t even matter as long as you were going to be mine.
The reality of what I always felt was true as I said before I never get what I want it seems, and when I do then there is always an unexpected outcome.
Why would anything change just for me?
My heart is so broken, I loved you before I know you.
My soul feels dead ,I will never get past you.
Its been two years and still feels as though it just happened.
How can I be happy without you? I’m so sadden by your absence
My precious baby boy.