Every moment by her side

Is more agonizing by the second

By the minute

And by the hour

A love that is forbidden

Feelings that remain hidden

As I remain sorrow ridden

A feeling so low and cold

Wishing I knew why

I made the mistake

Of looking in her eyes

While on his bed

All these thoughts

Colliding in my head

My senses are overloading

Under all this stress

Adding more scars

I’m sitting here wondering

Was I wrong

For seeing it as

More than just

An accident

That he allowed

To happen in his bed

Because she’s just a piece

To him

But to me

It doesn’t matter

Because she is blind

And wants someone

That don’t want her back

While I sit here

With her so near

As I watch her

Walk out the door

Yet again

Away from me

Away from my heart

Ripping another small part

Out of my chest

But I guess I’m wrong

She was just like

All the rest

My heart is still

Racing

Wondering

If it will become

Another scar

On my heart

And on my arms

This love that

We deem banned

All because of that

One fucking night stand