I’ve been with happiness                         

Wishing to live life forever                                      

I’ve been with loneliness                                                         

Wishing to be gone out there

I’ve been with sacrifice                                                    

Hoping to reach success                                                         

I’ve been with honors                            

Things around are full of teases

I’ve been with ignorance                                                         

And still learning what’s best                               

I’ve been with perseverance                                                   

Circumstances doesn’t stop me with tests

I’ve been with falling in love                       

But love doesn’t capture me                           

I’ve been with my head above                           

Still uncertain knowing it’s fooling me 

I’ve been with teachings

My knowledge isn’t quite enough

I’ve been with realizations

Reality continues to come up

If life ends anyway with death

Which way should I breathe

Truth is unpredictable to know

Where more should I go

I’ve always been afraid

Tomorrow often frightens

Suddenly there is this silence

Surprisingly brightens

A blue radiant that is calm

In my heart all along is still

A grace above is Almighty

Greatest weapon in facing fear