SEX AND WAR TORN EMOTIONS

Pondering your emotions

Wanting to know yet afraid to ask

You give me the shivers

Sometimes I am enraptured

Other times I am frightened

By the weight of your emotions…your words

I follow you and then I hesitate

What is the buzz?

Natural or assisted?

I want to be there with you

Scary enough to run but strong enough to figure you out

Do I belong here between abyss and sanctuary?

I am rising and I am falling

Love is the most powerful force on this planet

It can change anything and anyone in its path

No one believes that but me

They fear for me

The martyr syndrome

I am no saint…am I a sister of mercy?

No but obviously someone loves me up there

Truth is I should be dead

Disillusioned

Drugged out in some alley but too high to feel anything but abuse

Oh the mental and psychological is far worse

I was too vain for the physical

There were threats of retribution from me

But karma free retribution comes from God

I trust you but what do I trust?

Fact…fiction…emulation…descension

Before the ascension

Heaven viewing hell

Love murdering hate

Don’t give in to the world

Intimidate…heartache…quake

Embracing you until you melt

Beneath your brawn lies what no one else has uncovered

Throne…threat…tears…rain…love undefined

Today’s definition is gray…vengeful…greedy…unforgiving

Jugular incision

We all like to watch each other bleed

Walking in a fog

Ignorant of death

We have given up on our conversations with the ghost

I screamed last night in a nightmare

 My scream was choked

Unable to rise and come out

Did I have an orgasm in my sleep?

I woke up smiling

Pussy diary

Cock passage

Empty…shallow without love

Where’s the love?

Steal my soul…sex my mind

And notice how easy the legs open wide

How Venus gives the passenger the deep squeeze

Swimming towards the light

Freezing cold like Styx

Hades

Wishing you warm and safe

Cocooned within a womb

We would have never came out had they warned us

Male…female

I am the sacrifice

Angels and demons fighting right in front of us

The world is blind…short-sighted

Oblivious to anyone except themselves

I will kiss you without venom

Supernatural eyes

Love said it

I live it

Show it

Ghetto fabulous bullshit

Supremacist fallacy

Pure race bullshit

We are all mixed up

Mixed up in a haze of roles we choose to play

Opposite desire…my pale fascination

Dark daydreams

I used to like pain

Because I hated myself

The kill-me cries

The suicidal tendencies that never materialized

Angel holding the blade

Devil pushing it in

They fight I live

Black winged savior floating through the window

Frightened me with beauty

Once again the cry would not come out

Love you

Bridge this trouble

 I am still so damn optimistic

Sweet sacrifice

Your personal cheerleader

Personal Yeshua freak

Radical yet tenderhearted

No brutality please

Where were you when I needed you?

You could have kicked some ass

Heal you

This distance sucks.

© Frangelica