Sometimes…

…You just have to shake your head and walk away. There’s really no other options…I thought about another things I learned this week blog, But frankly, I haven’t learned anything really, nothing that stuck at least…

I guess learning that the possibility that someone can truly give a damn is something big, yet at the same time, I know how to love and how to care, I know how to stop being a hard ass long enough to actually put forth effort into something. The one person who’z sworn to love and cherish and uphold you will more often be the one person that will let you down, time and time and time again, sometimes it’s just an inevitable part of the day to day, the let down and constant down side to actually giving all of you. So when that’s all over, A person has to rebuild, from the ground up. This process takes time, it takes effort. It takes wanting to prove to the world but most importantly yourself that you can not be beat, that you can NOT be held down. Nothing in this world turns out the way we would think it too. Never looking back, ten years ago would I see myself right here, right now. Yet there’s no other place in the world I would rather be. I’ve learned my lessons every single day…I’ve been there…I’ve done that and I’ve got scars to prove it. I have proven my worth, now I must prove it to myself. For I am the one that matters, I am the one who will alwayz give a damn about myself….It’s fool proof. 

And I know this is one of those blogs, I shouldn’t have had to write but sometimes…it just helps…me. No one else…And seeing as I’m so spectacular at helping others, I figured today I would help me a bit…