When you come in second, yeah we’ve all been there! Do yeah risk it all even knowing the ending?
How do they come and walk through your life?
Come and go?
They take the best of you.
It’s a woman’s love.
Something you cannot take back.
Your heart hasn’t been whole in a long time.
The streets are not packed so you drive.
Drive till you stop breaking.
You call that friend that has to tell you one more time it’ll be okay.
You hold your own ground.
How does it shape you?
You feel stupid.
You feel like this is your fault.
Why does he get the best of you?
I don’t understand…..
Tell me why!
Tell me how i could gain it all back to just break again.
Because of a woman’s love you feel hope.
It’s in her eyes…
Her smile.
Those words she says when no one is around.
You pretend your made of bullets.
You pretend your made of fire that cannot die.
So how does this hurt so bad?
You walk tall.
Your short but you walk tall.
Give her all you still have.
They said,”Wait till it’s completely over. Till it’s over.”
I will always be there for you.
I don’t get it still.
I’m down my knees.
I pretend i can’t break.
When he calls….
My heart always dropped.
I knew this was coming.
I knew this was gonna come.
How could i have thought any different.
So i grab the keys off the table and go.
I take that long walk.
I take that run for 5 hours.
I melt every time you still smile.
And I’d still do anything for you.
That’s what hurts the most….
What could have been….what shouldn’t been.
It’s who i am.
The one who stays till the end.
I’m not proud of my past.
So i gasp at their grave.
And look at the heavens for comfort.
I’ve been gone for too long.
I ask God to help through.
I know God has a plan.
God has to….
This heart is gonna be there till the end.
Cause i know myself to well and I’d regret it later.
So take the heart you already owned.
I hope you take the best of us with you.
I hope you smile when you look back.
I know you’ve already made your choice I’m not stupid.
Stupid….
I word i know well right now.
They say,”Your not stupid you just love her.”
You wanna do right by her.
So i hide it all.
I’ll still be around.
I will figure out what i need to do for me.
My heart can handle alot.
For now….just hoping searching for someones fingers to fit in mine.
I’ll find it all….
Cause when I’m giving hard times i look to the skies and say,”Jesus take the wheel.”
Love in the end….all that helps you get through.
I’d do it all over again.
I’d still love you.
I’d still do what I’m gonna do for you.
By being there.
Promise…to be there no matter what.
This heart knows no regret.
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