Trying so hard to break the trends in my life,
for I no longer want to feel any hurt.
No one wanting to take on my lonely heart,
for they would never know where to begin.

Holding in the scars that engrave my soul,
for I no longer care who sees.
The pain is too much to endure,
but I have to live with it everyday.

Glancing at the peoplng staring at me,
for I now know they think I’m crazy.
My tear stained face is now all read,
for I cannot control them any longer.

Trying to find somebody to make me knew,
but nobody seems to want that task.
Blocking out all things you once did for me,
while knowing my life will never be the same.

Regretting everything that once happened,
for my heart cannot love somebody new.
My heart torn to pieces by you,
and now nobody can put it back together.

Signs slowly beginning to appear,
but I never knew they meant.
My eyes all swollen from the tears I have cried,
but nobody can replace all the ache.

Watching you laugh at me,
for you know what I am going through.
Holding in my heart the pain,
but knowing it is stained on my face.

Wondering if it will ever get any better,
but knowing nobody wants to take on a broken heart.
My heart is all to mangled,
for me to give it to anybody.

Taking all her ever wanted from me,
and leaving me to live a life of doom.
Only wanting to die now,
for now my heart cannot be pieced back together.