I spend my life in a shroud of darkness, hoping and waiting for someone to hearken……hearken to my pain and sorrow, of which there maybe no tomorrow. My family has fallen apart forever, and my girlfriend left me because i am no longer clever. So how can i make this dull world bright? Would she have me except my fate with out a fight….no that’s it between me and her its over! so here i am looking for a Four leaf clover. darkness shrouds my blade swiftly i shall cut and all shall amend. so why does the memory of her eyes stay my blade and make me turn to a friend. a friend ha that’s a novel idea, the only ones i got don’t really care. they just flock to my house to party, like a bear  looking for honey. too many people i have lost, there is just too much sorrow and there is no tomorrow, for tomorrow has already gone because life is the same everyday. so for now i spend my life in a shroud of darkness…..hoping and waiting for someone to hearken!!!!