So much time I’ve lost
Damaged by drugs
Trying to get away at any cost

So many years I’ve cried
Violated, used, confused
When will these tears dry?

Its been so long
I’ve been defiled
What went wrong?

I just want to smile

Days pass by
With every needles prick
And still I cry
I can’t stop, I’ll get sick

I watch as I push that dark brown liquid into my vein
Comfort sets in
I don’t feel anymore pain

Never enough to be satisfied
It takes a while
So many times I should have died

I just want to smile

When will I have that chance?
My body aches, I’m so sore
I don’t want to have to take off my pants
I have no choice, I’m a dope whore

Stuck in this place
Done nothing good
I’m just a waste
Love?…no one possibly could

Is it hope?
Or am I in denile?
I need my dope

I just want to smile