I said your name in my sleep.
I talked to you.
I told you that I love you more than anything.
I told you that I wanted to be with you.
I told you that I hated him.
I said so many things the other night in my sleep.
A whole bottle of Smirnoff Ice and two of my
pills I am supposed to take every night
but the warning label says not to with alcohol.
I didn’t mean to really. I just needed a drink.
I didn’t intend to drink the whole bottle.
Oh well..
I think it’s what caused me to say all of that.
I didn’t realize what was happening.
Then he started yelling at me.
“What are you talking about!?
He kept yelling, his voice getting louder.
i didn’t realize what was going on.
I kept talking as if it was you.
I said I hate my husband.
I want to leave now and be with you.
I said your name.
It was as if I was talking
and couldn’t stop,
even after I realized what was going on.
I continued saying your name…