You know,

I been beggin’ for your words,

for 41 years..

Been begging for your love even longer…..

I still sit between,

so very angry, 

ematiated hearts,

plundered in the ground..

Hiding,

no to be found……

A loss I cannot forgive,

a loss,,,,,,,,  period……..

And then again,  

I always forgive…….

Heart torn, mind still sound,

I’m losing everything,

I’m losing my ground…….

And then again, I feel my pain, 

Once again, again, and again………….

My broken heart, 

how it doe’s dispise me, and always will.

In this account of desparation,

I remain still…..

There is nothing i can do,

noone to call,

so I shut off my phone,,,,,,,,,,,……………………..

God bless you all…….

Life is too long to be alone…………………..