i become more and more convinced

as time goes on

approaches one

that nothing exists but myself

and even then, i must doubt

solipsism

will only ever be a theory

but i can see no greater certainty

agnostic (in regard to existence)

i doubt my very soul exists

and so should you

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courage grows from loneliness

honor from courage

morality from honor

law from morality

order from law

chaos from order

evolution from chaos

-

the Universe expands when i am ready

i am not myself

i am all i know

i am every first kiss

i am every ugly truth

-

the Truth may not exist

they lie to me

i lie to myself (as you lie within me now)

-

i ask-

prove me wrong

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i beg