Sometimes I wished…

I disappeared when I closed my eyes and never came back.

Somtimes I wished…

I could run away but,far far away and get lost and never be found.

Sometimes I wished I woke up and no one knew who I am and my name.

Sometimes I wished…

I could be alone, all alone by myself in a dark place.

Sometimes I wished…

I could never fall in love

I take that back

sometimes I wished I never had a heart,

because not having a heart means not being alive.

Sometimes I feel like I was a mistake.

I rather be anywhere else but in this world.

Sometimes I cut my wrist, because I find it easier than describing my pain.

Sometimes I wished I was gone.

For ever gone.