this is a story

not one 

to be known as gory

but as dramatic 

and hectic

why do you insist to do this to everyone

I dont just this one

You push people away 

more and more everyday

Its just who i am 

I know its not, dont play as if you dont give a damn

Everything is just too much to bear

i gotta act like it doesnt, like a suit i must wear

Dont you care who you hurt or make cry?

Its just i see everything so different through these eyes

especially when im high

but you know how you get

you become an emotional wreck

I can handle it just fine

You dont know my mind

You can do this, if this is what you choose

but know im not gonna be there beside you

I dont care, i dont need you. I can do it on my own

besides ima walk away thinkin i won

(sobs)

Psh they dont know me i dont need you

yes you do they know you better than you do

Lies ill never believe that

You keep thinkin that

when you have nobody by you

and all you have is the clothes on your back

No I’ll make it on my own

You’ll never make it wit the shit you’ve done

I can change i know i can

What happens when its too late to make that stand

It’ll come to be. ill show them

Whats next then

i dont know i never know

how do you expect to go on then

I dont fuckin know, Its ALL A SHOW

there you go 

the truth you finally let go

Then what do i do know

Thats up to you to figure out

Maybe i just might

go out there and fight

If thats what you feel is right

Too many thoughts run thru my mind

Maybe its the right thoughts you chose to hide

I dont want to be left behind

then let yourself rewind

before you let the real you die

but what about the people i pushed to the curb

those actions just caused yourself to burn

A new me is in session 

theres only one thing to do

BOOM!

O shit he blew his head to the roof

The camera phases down 

it shows sonny is still alive

he just needed to blow the gun

to emphasis the old him has died