try to hold yourself together.

clenching your fists, the lump in your throat grows.the tears battling their way to the surface.
you’re strong but are you strong enough?your thoughts like a boa constrictor strangling your brain.cells dying off one by one as your body begins to shut down.
shake it off or cradle yourself like a baby.either way you feel weak inside.you can’t hide the gut wrenching feeling in the pit of your stomach.
grasping for sanity as the tears stream down your face.the thoughts take over and you spiral down into apathy.you’ll never have to feel like this again.