Any of you guys hungry?

I don’t know about you guys but I’m starving
But I am not talking about the growling in your stomach starving
I have a different type of hunger
This is not the type of hunger you can satisfy with food
This hunger has been in me ever since I could remember
I’m starving for information

I don’t know if you can understand what I’m saying
But I simply want to know everything
From the time humans were created to the process of evolution
My brain simply can’t get enough of information so it’s constantly asking me to feed it
I’ve been starving for so long because of the way I’m living
It only gives me information on how to get drugs and alcohol in less then 2minutes
This life style has been cramming in my head unwanted information on how to kill and how to carry weapons
But still…
I am starving

I want to know how the mind works from beginning to end
I want to know how feelings blend
Why do we fall in love
Why do we get hurt
Why does everything I do amount to nothing but dirt
What is all the pain
The game
The lies
The fame worth?
It’s just a lie
A life full of shame…

I don’t how you feel about this
But my brain needs more food.